These days always sleep till afternoon...so hea....when i was still sleeping, a call woke me up ...well this is from one of the shop i applied before ge, i was surprised. Although it was just an interview call, i am happy too. I know it is not a garantee job, but i hope the manager will give me a chance to have an experience, i dont really mind the salary,even he put me as a traninee, i just hope that i have some use in this vacation, spend my time here means more worthwhile and also maintain my life here...god bless me, god bless me please...i really mean it....please.

Has been myself for few days la.....um....frankly feeling a bit strange and so quite ...sometimes...but i think i will be just like the life like when i was in the hall la....how are u???just to say hi...miss u ^^

Somehow dont know what i can do when i was alone, plus no news from the work....sigh and bit sad....really dont know why even so hard to get a shit job....well actually i cant say what i apply are shit job....but in my point of view.....do a food selling really need an actual experience???i dont really mind how much the salary i can get per hour, i just wanna to have a try and just spending my time in this boring time....why dont they give me a chance.....that's really sad, unfair and make me feel struggling the decision in a the later time after the result come up.

The result is coming up in the few weeks times....i know it is no use to worry as it all be done...but for me ...i still feel nervous, well i am not hoping to get a great result, i just wanna to be graduated this semester. To be frank, i know i am not an clever, amart person, and well somehow i know i am a lazy girl....that is so different from my sister and brother..But i really tried my best to study auditing this semester, reading the book, getting understand the concept, i know what it is about and trying to do well in the presentation and assignments and tests. I have no regred to take this subjest again ...really )comparing to the last semster, i really dont know what i have learnt from that, that was a shame for myself.Although everyone saying that i shold be fine and shouldnt be worry so much compare to the others...and i agree with them too..i also feel like i should do well in a logical way, there is no execus for me anymore...i know....so sometime i dont really know what the other feel/ think if i told them what i am afraid of...

Looking for my friends cant get a proper job since graduated last december..i am get nervous about that too....i would like to stay here really...but at the sametime i dont wanna to waste time just waiting, i know it is easier to get a job in hongkong, and it is true. I am not young anymore, sometimes knowing that most of my classmates are working and they can travel around, enjoy their life, taking additional program for learning life, enhancing their self value, i am thinking whether i made a wrong decision to be here??....sigh.....

ANYway....time passed already

Trying to get myeslf to do somethings in this months when being alone, probably reading la....although i am not knee on this but i think i will be enjoyed it....

Ps. sister:take care marc gor...hopefully he will recover soon...and a mess in kitchen is normal la(u not always cook ma>...practice more when hving spree time...in fact...it is fun)